i was dying

i had a vivid dream that i was dying
someone cracked open my skull and half my brains fell out
the other half were in my hands
and i ran around trying to find someone who would just HELP put me back together.

as i ran about, i could feel the strength in me seeping.
like i had less time.

and i started vomiting blood.
not gag-vomit,
but the blood was just flowing easily out of my mouth and i had to open to let it pass.
i could feel the amount of blood coming out...
and the taste of it.

then i woke up and thought,
goddamn clem for waking me up when he was tipsy and i got grouchy and SEE what kind of dream it gave me!

i swear i would have had a nicer dream if i wasn't awoken halfway throughout the night.