3 million dollars

i dreamt that clem and i had 3 million dollars
and i tried to hide it in a mayonnaise jar so that noone else would ever find it.
was so happy thinking we don't have to worry about money for the rest of our lives!

then i woke up and was like dammit we're poor

iDream

ok weird one.
i think it's all the playing around with the new iphone,
but i DREAMT in iphone last night.
Hmm. How shall i put it.

My VIEW was all sharp and sliding
zoom in, zoom out,
use my hand to gently turn the pages of my life to the next

I thought it was quite nice tho,
till the fact that technology is changing the way i dream dawned on me.

my soulmate?

had a dream i went on holiday to a chinese city (maybe cos i just got back from shanghai!)
and i had to share a room with some guy i don't know
i can't remember his face, or race, or features
just that he's decently skinny

dreamt that we ignited feelings for each other
and we fed off those feelings before being separated by some 'force' because we didnt' deserve to have each other in this world (i know, some deep shit right)

and in the end of the dream, i was in a bus, that was taking me back to reality
and in the bus, i kept on thinking very lucidly, that i must not forget this part of my dream
because it's real, and i had a taste of it, but i just cannot relive it anymore

and when the bus reached the last leg of its journey
i started forgetting bits and pieces of things the guy and i talked about
and all the things i liked about him
sadness overtook me cos i knew i'd lost hold of that so-called reality i tasted.
then i woke up, and wondered whether i had an alternate world experience, or that i was simply mad.

THAT apartment

i've dreamt about this apartment a few times
and it's always so detailed

pretty damn sprawling
luxurious looking
massive bathroom with a couple of entrance doors
everything in warm lighting

smaller bedrooms with a few beds in one
and i can't remember much about the other

i'm always wandering around
waiting for someone

it's not a scary dream

just... there

of sleeping with him

i dreamt that i was being held
in a beautiful way
non-sexual, as i had all my clothes on

my hands clasped in his
his head next to mine
the curve of his body cradling mine naturally
his legs intertwined with mine

i was so happy
at peace somehow
like i could feel the love just buzzing around us like a soft hum

then i woke up...

and it was happening.

activities + school

i had to head a play
organize people
get them together
direct it

i also had to coordinate the cheerleading team
choreograph direct dance

so many things to do!

people rushing me to do it on time

parents asking me to ensure my grades were still the same

it was quite stressful
i remember feeling like SHIT SO MUCH TO DO BUT I CAN DO ITTTTT

then i woke up halfway
and thought "OH THANK GOD school was out. like 10 years ago"
and went back to Zzzzzz

woke up proper later and lay in bed
"damn. i'm so lucky i don't have to go through that stress anymore!"